Activity | perfect imperfection

aimee hensel posted an update in the group self harm help 13 years, 4 months ago

I have lots of scars… I hide them with bracelets and tell everyone that I’m ok a lot. I don’t think a lot of people get me…I don’t fit into my family and I often feel like they dint love me. I wish it was different but its not. If I didn’t have my two best friends in the world Brenna and Jessie I wouldn’t be here. Jessie has saved my life…. literary. He found me in my closet one day with blood everywhere. Ive actually been through a lot most people don’t know about and people don’t get it when I do open up.

Mood : Crushed
- babycakecoffins replied 13 years, 4 months ago
  
  ive been through alot of that type of stuff and many other things that no one should ever have to go through. it hurts and its not easy but it gets better with time i also hide my scars with bracelets and long sleeves . when i was 19 i went to the hospital when my mom found me on my floor with blood around me :[ it took 8 stitches to close the wound.i have alot of the same feelings that you do i sometimes feel like im unloved and unwanted and i hurt. too.
  i know its hard to open up to people due to the fear of being judged or the fear that they just wont understand. i only open up to those i trust like my best close friends and fellow scene queens here. i make these groups so they will know that they are not alone and that there is someone who cares :]
  you are not alone either theres always some kind of hope and i will always be here if you need to talk.
  i havent harmed myself in a long time because i believe there is more to me then that and i know theres more to you too :]
  i hope this helped you a bit .

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